semispheres (translation)

semispheres floating

all that was yesterday

seemed perfect and grand

today is abject and broken

the curves are missing

and quickened steps

the wind is wispering

and the rain...water is swimming in water

slowly

the halves are sliding

wrongly glued

a hint of red

is crying in whimpers

aborted

the bustle is missing

amorphous

i pull myslef

and hit with silence

till it hurts

and yet i can't feel

lunatic forest

tangled in hair

hides snakes

with dulled teeth

the world is melting

as in a painting of time

inert and yet

insatiable

shattering

the scream

constricting my stomach

climbing famished up my esophagus

clutching my throat

and yet nothing can be heard

not even the brownian motion

i can feel it spreading through my vocal cords

the colors are vibrating

while i stride

i'm holding on to the umbrella

i'm saving myself

i'm watching myself

from the sky

from the trickling clouds

on the grey hills

i'm singing again

alongside the unknown

burning the pavement

with my anger

smoldered

i speak

jabberwocky

even i can't understand

i'm climbing stairs

and descending

rubbel

searching

for dark corners

of smoke

broken windows

so as to lose myself

in blunt shards

the unstuck semispheres

a part of a me

broken and abject